the end is the new begining

Too Much Basil

the land of phlegm we travelled. were there too many sad faces or just millions not reached? have they been forsaken? certainly not. Why so many people, so little knew about Him. I was angry at their ignorance, but it was due to my reluctance. My reluctance to dive beneath the iceberg. Despite cultural or any other factors which might be the reasons behind their ignorance, it is evident indeed that the harvest is just enormous.

being one of the scouts, my report is that man power is the precedent. i hope He will deposit burdens for the land into people’s heart even more than before, i know He will eventually, as He placed some in mine.

the 4 who stepped into the land, witnessed things that drew us closer to Him. we went on the same journey for 21days, with His sponsorship, with His itinerary, and hopefully completed what He intended. nothing much changed from the outside, but what we’ve seen brought confirmation to some of us and what we’ve experienced changed our motives and how we talk to people. I seen the urgency to tell everyone about Him. our heart changed.

actually, the hardest part is coming back.

comfort is relative.

it was uncomfortable there, but it was comfortable. it is comfortable here, but it feels uncomfortable. not attempting to explain. explanation is relative.

from the day I saw Him until now, He’s bashing me with the word- patience. so applicable. from shopping, to relationships, to making decisions. my heart beats faster than my mind thinks. He’s still moulding me, that’s for sure. i’m glad He loves me enough to teach me, he loves me enough that it is difficult for me, not in a bad way.

my passion and desire will be tested through time, but anyhow, i surrender all.

the end of 21days is the mark of a new beginning. Another season of life, here I come.

to my team: as long as my skin is dark, i will love you guys.